Marian places a hand lightly--almost gingerly--on his shoulder for a moment.
"You must understand," she says in a low voice. "Not only does the University have rules, but those rules must be very strictly followed in this program. The Wilds are an extremely dangerous place; I am not going to sugarcoat that fact. Nor will I ever sugarcoat anything. If something is dangerous, I will tell you."
She takes a deep breath, once again shoving the glasses back up her nose.
"No procedure is ever without risk. There are certainly some risks associated with this one, but if you follow the instructions of myself and the other professors, the likelihood of harm is minuscule. This is not an experimental procedure; every member of my staff has had the implantation done. What would be far more dangerous would be to enter the Wilds without them."
She clears her throat, but stands oddly still as she continues to speak. "The Wilds are vast and they are frightening. There is a reason many people do not return from within their borders. When you are deemed ready to enter them, it will only be after rigorous and difficult training. Yes, there will be times that you will feel exhausted. There will be times when you feel that what we ask of you is impossible. But the Wilds are a harsher taskmistress than ever I, or Professor Blenckson, or any of the other Professors could ever be. And when you stand within their borders, gazing out across that changing landscape, you will thank me--you will thank us for every time we have asked you to work just a little bit harder, for every moment we have pushed you beyond what you believed to be your endurance."
She pauses again, and an unnatural hush seems to descend across the hall. "Please," Marian says. "I believe that all of you have something of great value to offer." She puts a hand against her temple, as if attempting to ward off a bad headache, then winces.
"If you'll excuse me," she says softly. "I--I must go. Alexander, you take over."
She walks from the room, her hand still pressed against her temple. Her walk is slow and careful as she almost picks her way from place to place. She looks suddenly ten years older, and the ramrod straight posture has melted to the curved back and stride of an old woman.